Hello !

It has been a very long time since I've touched this space of mine , since I'm so bored at my dad's shop , here's a post for you guys ! (:

Results weren't good , I've should have expected it right ? I didn't give the effort that could exchange for good results . I have to find my motivation back . Even MsChua said that I have to find back what I was when I was in the beginning 6months of sec3 . I would love to return to those days , where my heart was still fully attached without the scars that are surfaced after the heartbreaks . I love to return to those days , where there is never an underlined score in my report book . I love to return to those days , where my name would be called to be the highest for subjects .

But now , I'm happy for the past , that I'm able to learn how to be stronger and more determined , I'm not gonna let myself be situated in a guilty position anymore . that I'm able to learn how to let go , and look forward . I'm happy for the present , where I no longer cry all night , or having any friendship problems . I'm looking forward to the future , where I see a more self-controlled Melissa . ;D

I'm happy , but I still have to put in effort . And I thank God for the people in my life ! Dawnstsw ! Thank God for you . (: